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Darren Hayes’ new album Gay: Former Savage Backyard frontman on his new music, new tour and ‘reclaiming’ the phrase ‘Gay’ | Unique interview

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October 7, 2022
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“Rattling proper I’m homosexual, rattling proper I’m a gay, and I’m pleased with it.”

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That assertion could possibly be the bravest factor Darren Hayes has stated in his practically 30-year music profession.

For a person who has been brutally trustworthy on all 4 of his earlier solo albums, he is bought one thing even larger to say on his newest venture – his first new document in additional than a decade, Gay. And it is out now.

“It is me fully unguarded,” Hayes tells 9Honey Superstar.

Watch 9Honey’s interview with Darren Hayes within the movies on the prime of the web page.

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Gay, the fifth solo album from Darren Hayes, is out now. (Darren Hayes)

“To talk to the title, a part of it’s tongue-in-cheek however a part of it’s actually rebellious as a result of I’m talking to the truth that I used to be fully buried by a significant document firm as a result of I used to be homosexual.

“I am reclaiming that time period as a result of that was once one thing to explain me in a unfavourable sense. And it is truly an incredible factor about me.”

However to his thousands and thousands of followers all over the world who grew up listening to Savage Backyard within the Nineteen Nineties, the actual fact Hayes is homosexual was one thing unknown to many.

“I used to be simply so afraid that if the world knew who I actually was, possibly they might reject me as a result of I used to be rejecting myself.”

The frontman of the vastly profitable Australian band from Brisbane saved his true id a secret.

As an alternative, he created an “avatar”.

“I used to be expressing myself completely by means of music: my vogue, my picture, all of that stuff. It was type of an avatar. I created a picture that was capable of host these huge feelings and I used to be begging for assist.”

Savage Backyard throughout their ‘Affirmation’ tour in 2000. (Andy Zakeli)

Hayes and Daniel Jones have been Savage Backyard, nonetheless one among Australia’s most profitable bands: 14 Arias, greater than 23 million albums offered and two quantity ones within the US with Really Madly Deeply and I Knew I Beloved You.

However on the top of the band’s fame, Hayes needed to conceal an enormous a part of himself. Although he desperately tried to inform followers what was actually occurring.

“Once I was singing ‘I imagine you possibly can’t management or select your sexuality’ [in the song Affirmation] I used to be asking the world if they might nonetheless love me if I used to be homosexual. As a result of I did not know if they might,” he says.

“And I used to be dropping these breadcrumbs and these indicators and these hints, as a result of I used to be simply so afraid that if the world knew who I actually was, possibly they might reject me as a result of I used to be rejecting myself each single day.”

A part of the explanation for that, Hayes says, was as a result of he was “nonetheless carrying round quite a lot of internalised disgrace, internalised homophobia”.

Hayes grew up within the Nineteen Seventies in Slacks Creek, subsequent to Woodridge, a working-class neighbourhood south of Brisbane.

Hayes is touring Australia in January and February 2023. (James Reese)

His childhood was “rife with trauma”. His father was “a violent alcoholic”. The household had little cash and moved from their small dwelling to a caravan park when his mom, Judy, left her husband.

“He domestically abused my mom, he bodily abused her and he bodily abused his youngsters and though my mom finally divorced him, he is not part of our lives. That was, on the time, not one thing you can discuss.

“And as a really younger little one, I realized learn how to maintain that secret and to hold his disgrace, as quite a lot of victims of abuse do.

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“I carried that round after which lengthy earlier than I even knew what homosexual was, I used to be referred to as homosexual. My father was the primary particular person to ever name me the F-word.

“Once I was at college, youngsters would ‘different’ me and inform me I used to be homosexual and I did not know what that meant.”

That chapter of Hayes’ life is explored all through his music, each in Savage Backyard and in his solo catalogue.

Hayes as a 12-year-old dwelling in Brisbane within the Nineteen Seventies. (Darren Hayes)

The Savage Backyard tune Two Beds and a Espresso Machine is about his mum, sister and brother, and Hayes, having to attend in a motel room whereas his father’s mood calmed down.

On Gay, the tune Music Video takes listeners to Hayes’ college playground the place bullies – and the principal – decide on him for being homosexual.

“I had a very harmless coronary heart and nothing was sexual for me, every part was nearly love,” Hayes says, about his childhood.

Darren Hayes speaks to 9Honey’s Natalie Oliveri about his new album Gay. (9Honey)

“And I realized very early on that if there was a boy that made my coronary heart cease beating when he walked into the room, I could not inform anybody that.

“As a result of if I did I’d be policed, whether or not or not it’s a college principal or perhaps a well-meaning member of my household, I realized as a younger boy: maintain {that a} secret.

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“A lot of the messaging I bought as a baby was that who I’m was ugly, was one thing to be ashamed of, was one thing that I ought to maintain secret.”

Hayes, himself, did not realise he was homosexual till a lot later, even when everybody round him appeared to know. He describes that self-denial as “virtually like an id dysfunction”.

“That a part of me that was interested in males, it was like my thoughts fractured and I managed to create this different character, and that particular person I by no means let dwell. That particular person was only a secret, even to myself.”

“Once I was singing ‘I imagine you possibly can’t management or select your sexuality’, I used to be asking the world if they might nonetheless love me if I used to be homosexual.” (Redferns)

He fell in love with a girl he met at college, Colby Taylor, and so they bought married.

”It was a really pure love, it was a totally functioning relationship, I cherished her, it was wonderful. However after I got here out, when that relationship ended, I felt like I had destroyed her world and I wasn’t OK.”

They have been married when Hayes was in his early 20s, when Savage Backyard was at its peak.

“Once I bought divorced, I felt like I had ruined somebody’s life … it took me a few years to forgive myself.”

Throughout that point, Hayes was coping with an id disaster of kinds. To the world, he had every part. However inside, Hayes was distraught.

“The general public do not realise that about me that for 4, or 5 years on the top of my fame, I didn’t need to be homosexual,” he says.

“I hated the truth that I used to be homosexual. And all I actually wished to do was crawl dwelling to her.”

“I feel the general public simply noticed anyone that was on prime of the world and was having quantity ones.” (Ron Galella Assortment through Getty)

Regardless of their greatest efforts to make the wedding work, Hayes and Taylor broke up and later divorced, with songs on Savage Backyard’s 1999 album Affirmation revealing his heartbreak, particularly I Do not Know You Anymore.

“They’re songs about me begging her to take me again and her being this unbelievable girl saying to me, ‘I really like you an excessive amount of’… oh, I’m going to begin crying, ‘I really like you an excessive amount of to allow you to do that, you might want to dwell your life’.”

The breakdown of Hayes’ marriage, coupled with a tough childhood, brought on quite a lot of harm.

“It took me a very long time to love myself. Once I bought divorced, I felt like I had ruined somebody’s life. And that was actually, actually arduous and it took me a few years to forgive myself.”

Darren Hayes in All You Fairly Issues, from his new album Gay. (Lindsay Adler)

Hayes by no means cheated on his spouse, regardless that he was coming to phrases together with his sexuality.

“I made a promise to somebody, and I am a monogamous particular person. And so it might have been very easy if I used to be the type of particular person, and Colby was the type of particular person, who stated, ‘That is OK, possibly you possibly can simply go and be with males and we are able to nonetheless be collectively’.

“We adored one another however we weren’t these folks. So, I used to be extremely lonely for a very long time and I used to be well-known and I didn did not have anybody that I may flip to.

“I feel the general public simply noticed anyone that was on prime of the world and was having quantity ones and all these issues.”

Hayes was suicidal at many instances and has been trustworthy about his struggles with psychological well being. He has main depressive dysfunction, a situation that runs by means of his household.

Hayes in a nonetheless from Poison Blood, off his album Gay. (Darren Hayes)

The tune Poison Blood, off his new album, is a harrowing account of these near Hayes who’ve taken their very own lives and people who proceed to struggle – together with Hayes.

The lyrics are uncooked: “And it is not that I do not need to dwell, it is the ache that I want I may kill, all of the instances that I wished to die, I made a alternative I used to be gonna survive. It is a blessing, a present and a curse, every single day’s a call to stick with my poison blood”.

It is a stark admission of that inside turmoil Hayes was experiencing on the very top of his profession and within the years when he went solo.

For this journalist, it is arduous to listen to. Like so many all over the world, I’ve cherished Hayes from the start, following him from the primary days of Savage Backyard all the best way to now.

All of us have our favorite artists, and Hayes is my primary. At all times has been, all the time will.

That he hated himself after I, and numerous others, idolised him exhibits the separation between actuality and fantasy.

Hayes with Natalie Oliveri in Sydney in March, 2022. (Natalie Oliveri)

“I’ll inform you that it was you, and it was followers, it was the viewers that saved me alive, as a result of what I appeared out at and noticed within the viewers folks have been those who have been battling their id too,” he says.

“What I noticed in younger ladies particularly, and why I’ve such an affinity with ladies is not only as a result of I used to be raised by a mom who was a sufferer of home abuse and who’s a survivor, however I actually recognized with the issues that ladies and youths have been going by means of, which have been issues like consuming issues, physique dysmorphia. Simply the awkwardness of being a human being in your early 20s the place you simply really feel uncomfortable in your pores and skin and you’ve got these huge, huge feelings.”

Hayes launched 4 solo albums after Savage Backyard and later moved to the UK the place he met and married his now husband Richard Cullen.

They’ve been married for 17 years and now dwell within the US with their canine Huxley.

Hayes with husband Richard Cullen. They met in 2004 and married in 2005. (Darren Hayes)

He took 10 years off from music and studied improv, wrote a musical, did podcasts and developed the abilities wanted to do every part himself on the brand new album.

Hayes has carried out, produced, organized and composed every part, a purpose he is had since he was 13.

Gay is the Darren Hayes of now, lastly fully free to be himself at age 50, a milestone he reached in Might.

“There was a lot about me that I hated. So, it has been an extended, lengthy journey for me to love myself.”

The title, he says, is ”type of an ‘f-you’ to the mega-corporation that, once they first noticed my Insatiable video [off his first solo album Spin] panicked, and so they buried me as a result of they stated, ‘He cannot have curly hair, it seems too female, he cannot dance in a music video, everybody will know that he’s homosexual’.”

Hayes pictured on the set of a 2001 photoshoot with Alek Keshishian in Los Angeles. (Darren Hayes)

Hayes says he is “rid of” the disgrace he skilled in his youth and profession and is trying ahead to sharing the album, and his tour, with outdated and new audiences.

“[This album] is saying, ‘Like me or not, that is who I’m. Each fibre of me is current now in every part that I do’.

“It isn’t a homosexual album, nevertheless it’s an enormous a part of who I’m.”

Twelve years after his document label made him re-shoot the video for Insatiable as a result of an govt stated “he seems clearly homosexual”, Hayes was capable of forged a male lead for the primary time, homosexual actor Scott Evans – the brother of Chris Evans – within the video for Let’s Attempt Being in Love.

Launched in January, it was Hayes’ first since single in additional than a decade and he carried out it on the Sydney Homosexual and Lesbian Mardi Gras parade in March for the primary time as an brazenly homosexual man.

That efficiency was additionally his first on dwelling soil since 2011.

Now, Hayes is able to reconnect together with his followers after such an extended break and is touring Australia subsequent 12 months.

Hayes carried out on the Sydney Homosexual and Lesbian Mardi Gras parade in March 2022. (Sydney Homosexual and Lesbian Mardi Gras)

“As soon as I’m in entrance of a dwell viewers, and I’m connecting, and there’s that generational factor – I’ve grown up with you, I’ve grown up with everyone, I’ve all the time cherished that and that is what I’m trying ahead to as a result of it has been so lengthy since I’ve skilled that.”

Reveals will start in Perth on January 31 earlier than transferring to Melbourne, Sydney, Newcastle, Brisbane, and the Gold Coast. He then has dates within the UK and the US.

The title Do You Keep in mind? is taken from the second single off Gay.

Hayes launched his fourth single from the album final month, titled All You Fairly Issues which is devoted to the victims of the 2016 Pulse nightclub taking pictures in Orlando. The tune is a tribute to the LGBTQI+ music pioneers who’ve influenced Hayes’ life and music.

It is an album with a message and one which has the acquainted, and unbelievable, vocals of the artist so many people bear in mind from his mega-hits of the Nineteen Nineties.

However Hayes is aware of what his followers need, and quite a lot of that’s his outdated music from Savage Backyard.

“[This album] is saying, ‘Like me or not, that is who I’m. Each fibre of me is current now in every part that I do’. (James Reese)

So he is giving them simply that with the Do You Keep in mind? tour.

This 12 months marks 25 years for the reason that first Savage Backyard album and Hayes guarantees to “play the songs that you just bear in mind” as a result of “we grew up collectively”: “I’m going to play every part you need me to play.”

And he is even put the decision out to followers to counsel the setlist.

“I need to journey again in time with you. I would like you to recollect whenever you first purchased that album, and I’m going to take you to that place.”

The tour’s manufacturing was created by U2’s legendary present director Willie Williams (who Hayes has labored with beforehand on the Savage Backyard excursions) and can see him reunite with members of his authentic touring band from 1996.

“In the event you noticed the Affirmation tour, should you had [the concert recording on VHS/DVD] Superstars and Cannonballs, you bear in mind the Maintain Me woman, should you bear in mind these moments, and my huge black spiky hair – I will not be dyeing my hair black – it may be on that scale.

Hayes is touring Australia in January and February in 2023 with new music and favourites from his time in Savage Backyard. (James Reese)

“And it may have these great nostalgic moments. I will play the songs that you just bear in mind, after all there will be some twists and issues.

“For me, that first Savage Backyard document goes to be an enormous a part of the setlist, additionally plenty of songs from Affirmation after which songs that individuals know.

“I’m not going to torture you with some obscure songs. There will be some mash-ups, there will be some enjoyable moments, however in the end that is: we grew up collectively, let’s bear in mind, let’s reminisce, let’s rejoice.”

Subsequent week, 9Honey Superstar will share half two of this interview the place Hayes describes how his new album is “recreating the homosexual youth” he was denied and what actually occurred to him when Savage Backyard ended.

Gay is out now and is obtainable on CD, vinyl or a digital obtain, right here. Purchase tickets for the Do You Keep in mind? tour right here.

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